_why do pipol always come & then eventually, they will go?!.. i keep on asking myself why,.. are they supposed to give me happiness or pain? i feel so empty when someone wants to go & leaves me.. that's why, i hate leaving somebody because i know the pain they had in their hearts when someone close to their hearts wants to leave. i really, really hate it!!!
_i wanted to cry, i felt so left out.. i feel so, so empty inside. i wanted them to stay, but.. if the person wants to leave, then go ahead.. they have their own lives, and i had mine. if they don't enjoy my accompany, then leave. i just want them to be happy, whoever they chose to be with them. even if it's killing inside. i have to accept the fact that, there will be always be a goodbyes in every hellos.. all i have are the memories we spent together.. just.. MEMORIES.. bitter & sweet memories..
_i just hope, one day.. one day, they will feel the way i am feeling right now because of them.. thanks guyzZz! even though, i know you have no time reading my blog.. s0 dramatic!!! ='c
hope ur happy right now! =D
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