ewan q, prang di toh tama eh.. pag anjan xa, inaaway q xa.. tas ngaung happy na xa sa lyf nia. prang biglang aqng nssad. un nga cguro, possessive aq. cguro yaw q lng iaccept na, mawawala na xa sken. di q xa msisisi.. y0q lng tlga ng relationship.. tas sa k2lad pa nia. s0brang hirap. pigil na q grbe! gus2 q xang anjan lng xa, pero how long?.. tas sinasaktan q pa xa.. grbe! prng napaka bad q.. masaya aq na nasasaktan xa.. bat ganun. prng nsobrahan aq ng confidence na mgsstay lang xa mhlin aq. tas di pla.. shukZ! YOQ XANG MAWALA! intiendes?! =p
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Saturday, November 18, 2006
_why do pipol always come & then eventually, they will go?!.. i keep on asking myself why,.. are they supposed to give me happiness or pain? i feel so empty when someone wants to go & leaves me.. that's why, i hate leaving somebody because i know the pain they had in their hearts when someone close to their hearts wants to leave. i really, really hate it!!!
_i wanted to cry, i felt so left out.. i feel so, so empty inside. i wanted them to stay, but.. if the person wants to leave, then go ahead.. they have their own lives, and i had mine. if they don't enjoy my accompany, then leave. i just want them to be happy, whoever they chose to be with them. even if it's killing inside. i have to accept the fact that, there will be always be a goodbyes in every hellos.. all i have are the memories we spent together.. just.. MEMORIES.. bitter & sweet memories..
_i just hope, one day.. one day, they will feel the way i am feeling right now because of them.. thanks guyzZz! even though, i know you have no time reading my blog.. s0 dramatic!!! ='c
hope ur happy right now! =D
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Wednesday, November 15, 2006
_i never thought that i will experience this kind of thing. i was really so confused right now!! maybe, he's perfect.. all the qualities i want 4 a guy..!. but.. the problem is.. hayy! xbra! nakakadepress! everytime na nkikita/mffil q na depress xa, la aqng masisi qndi sarili q.. but he keep on telling me.. xa daw my kasalanan.. ginus2 niang f0l sken.. pero di mu nmn maalis sken na i'm one of the reason qng bket xa ngkkganyan. dhil sa isang kagaguhan nming pingggawa..shiit! ayan na! natutuliro na kami preh0.. haii.. if only.. mbigay q qng anung gus2 nia.. ginawa q na, mtgal na! xobrang tgal na sana! kaso,.. argghh! basta my reas0n!!.. kea la aqng choice but t0 stay as friends nlng sknya.. cguro, un na lang ung best way para mtpos n2ng kalokohan nt0.. s0brang hirap.. why kxe xa pa?! sobrng ngguilty aq.. nkkaasar.. yoq my nasasad dhil sken.. haii.. yoq na! =c
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Sunday, November 05, 2006
grabe.. todong pasakit.. nkakaasar.. it was crushed, broken, bruised, dead..! hayy grbe! hirap sobra ayoko ng mabuhay!! kung pwede nga itulog mu na lng to.. tpos, paggising mu wala na.. kung ganun lang un kadali.. kaso problem pa, he is my first thought in the morning.. hayy.., sana my machine tlga like dun sa movie na "eternal sunshine for the spotless mind".. tlgang bibili aq nun,,
di qna lam ggawin q.!
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Sunday, October 08, 2006
i really miss blogging.. xo much.. almost 1 month nren aq di nkkpg-blog,,
sobrang dame q ng di nkkwento..
nawala cel q nung 19.. $@*! tlga kumuha nun eh! sobrang kapal pa ng muka, ngtxt pa sken.. saying sorry kc daw nawalan dn daw xa ng fone yun na daw cguro ung kplait.. hello?! duh?! aq ang mgrerepay?! okay lang xa, anung kinalaman q dun. db? ADIK tlga...
iba tlga ang treatment kpa HRM klng..
my discrimination tlga.. iba tlga pag NURSING ka..
prang ung prof, kpg naassign sa knila ang hrm students.. prang isang malaking pasakit para sa kanila un.. buti pa ung ibang course! hayy.. if only.. may fair treatment sa lhat ng courses.. okay sana eh! sana rin di rin tamad mg2ro ung mga teachers nmin pra kaming mga estudyante, ganahang makinig sknila..
and sana, dey give importance dun sa mga pinagggawa nmin.. kgaya nung cheering.. di ata kme pinanuod ng husto ng teacher nmin eh.. todo effort kme tpos gnun lng ggwen nila?! anu un! saling pusa kme?! la nga kmeng costume eh, pe uniform lang.. pero ung iba, todo costume! prng my competition pa cla, kme wala.. ahhyy!
di namn kame ngaaral pra mging waiter/waittress lng noh.. hayy nku! ssbog naq! hahha! sana rin ung mga teacher nmin, mga mttino pra nmn di sayang tuition fee nmin! bwct ng CE yan,.. isa pa un! dagdag pasakit! e1 q dun, abnormal ata un eh! ehhe! peace y'all!
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Tuesday, September 05, 2006
sobwang excited nako sa immersion! yehey! woohoo! grbe todo! i don't know what will happen! just 2days away, then.. woohoo! i'm really excited! ehehe! *di q matago excitement q!* haha! i will bring my digicam, i will post pictures.. promise!
sobrang dami q pang bibilhin:
-blouse
-dress *not sure!*
-high-heeled shoes
-black stockings
-uhmm... new tee! *25% na sure!* ehhee!
hai, buti pa ung ibang section, naka-slacks.. kami naka-skirt! josko! we looked like salesladies! ehhaha! i'm starting to imagine myself, wearing that.. hahha! looks weird! jologs! dami pa q problem.. la pa q bag na ggamitin! ngarag na ngrarag naq! ehhe! cool ka lang lara!* ehhe! maxado aqng tense eh!
aun! -.-
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sobwang excited nako sa immersion! yehey! woohoo! grbe todo! i don't know what will happen! just 2days away, then.. woohoo! i'm really excited! ehehe! *di q matago excitement q!* haha! i will bring my digicam, i will post pictures.. promise!
sobrang dami q pang bibilhin:
-blouse
-dress *not sure!*
-high-heeled shoes
-black stockings
-uhmm... new tee! *25% na sure!* ehhee!
hai, buti pa ung ibang section, naka-slacks.. kami naka-skirt! josko! we looked like salesladies! ehhaha! i'm starting to imagine myself, wearing that.. hahha! looks weird! jologs! dami pa q problem.. la pa q bag na ggamitin! ngarag na ngrarag naq! ehhe! cool ka lang lara!* ehhe! maxado aqng tense eh!
aun! -.-
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sobwang excited nako sa immersion! yehey! woohoo! grbe todo! i don't know what will happen! just 2days away, then.. woohoo! i'm really excited! ehehe! *di q matago excitement q!* haha! i will bring my digicam, i will post pictures.. promise!
sobrang dami q pang bibilhin:
-blouse
-dress *not sure!*
-high-heeled shoes
-black stockings
-uhmm... new tee! *25% na sure!* ehhee!
hai, buti pa ung ibang section, naka-slacks.. kami naka-skirt! josko! we looked like salesladies! ehhaha! i'm starting to imagine myself, wearing that.. hahha! looks weird! jologs! dami pa q problem.. la pa q bag na ggamitin! ngarag na ngrarag naq! ehhe! cool ka lang lara!* ehhe! maxado aqng tense eh!
aun! -.-
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Pin0y!
[x]You have sung on karaoke
[x]You have bought clothes from ukay-ukay (and wore them)
[x] You have eaten pancit
[x] You have danced a traditional Pinoy dance in front of people
[x]You have been to a free concert
[x] You have never worn contact lenses
[x] You can speak tagalog fluently
[x] You have bought AutoloadMax/E-Load
[x] You like to eat Sky Flakes
[ ] You have put oil in your hair *i used to!*
[x]You have washed your/other people's clothes in a 'plangana'
Total= 10
[x] You know the 'pinoy ako' dance steps
[x] You have been to the divisoria
[x] You have been to Quiapo
[x] You have been to Baclaran
[x] You have ridden on a public Jeepney
[ ] You have been to mass at Baclaran Church
[x] You have drank 'taho'
[x]You have eaten halo-halo
[x]You have hung out outside a sari-sari store and enjoyed it.
[x]You have Jay-Walked
TOTAL= 9
[x] You have eaten dirty ice-cream
[x] You have eaten lechon
[x] You love watching Pinoy Novelas
[ ] You have almost been attacked by a monster
[x] You have went to the province by bus
[x] You have slept on a banig
[x] You have faked your age
[x] You have swam in a public pool
[x] You have peed in a pool *eheh!*
[x] You have been to a PARLOR and got something done
TOTAL= 9
[ ] You have been obsessed with a pure pinoy actor/actress
[x] You have been to a public basketball game.
[x] You have eaten ISAW
[x]You have/had bulate in your stomach *dati pa un..!*
[ ] You own a Magic Sing
[x] You have played Patintero
[x] You have played sipa
[ ] You have bought a dog/cat from the divisoria
[x] You have looked for lice on another person's/animal's head
[x] You have played Bingo
TOTAL= 7
[x] You have been to Pasay
[x] You have taken a road trip by car
[x] You have thought of using someone for their money
[ ] You have used someone for their money
[x] You have owned/own a black and white fone
[ ] You have slept at around 5am or so
[ ] You have gone a week without bathing
[ ] You have gotten drunk
[ ] You respect your elders *sumtyms lang!*
[x] You like to gimmick
TOTAL= 5
Now add the numbers up and multiply by 2!
80%.. uhmmm.. okei.. whatever! ahha!
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Thursday, August 31, 2006
Traits of August Babies
Outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on
attention. No self-control. Kind hearted. Self-
confident. Loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful.
Easy to get along with and talk to. Has an "every
thing's peachy" attitude. Likes talking and singing.
Loves music. Daydreamer. Easily distracted.
Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. Loves to
be loved. Hates studying. in need of "that
someone". Longs for freedom. Rebellious when
withheld or restricted. Lives by "no pain no gain"
caring. Always a suspect. Playful.
Mysterious. "charming" or "beautiful" to everyone.
stubborn. curious. Independent. Strong willed. A
fighter.
>>italic words - mejo
>>bold words - sobwang aq yan!
>>not in intalic/bold letters- di aq yan!
It's my birthday, we're gonna party like it's my birtday..!..
yup, that's ryt!i celebrated my birthday yesterday.. i just turned 16.. *bata pa q,don't wori!*.. we were all excited about that day because we've planned to go to star city.. yes! all of us!.. i told may to bring her digicam so that we can shoot pictures on "star city".. 2:00 pm, after eating lunch.. we excitedly sharing/talking bout wat wil happen 2 us on star city.. we arrived there, very early, about 2:45 pm.. we decide to wait for "it" to open... but when we saw the poster: "WEEKENDS.. friday 4 pm sat. & sun. 1:00 pm!" i mean, what the heck! closed during, weekdays?! we were all suprised!!! very, very shocked! i can't described my emotions: sad, angry, exhausted, shocked.. etc..! i just end up, saying.." no! not on my birtday!!".. but u can't escape the reality.. WEKDAYS is different in WEEKENDS.. days & ends! what the heck, what a joke! because of so much depression, we end up going to mall of asia.. we sang, play,dance, eat! just to kill the pain in our hearts!.. what a day it was! i will never forget my 16th birtday..! never ever!...
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